wedding plans! they are fun and fabulous, but it's sooo hard not to go crazy with control. i'm not even a "have to be in control all the time" kind of person, and it's still hard not to let the fact that this is "my" day and i get to have every little thing the way i want it go to my head.
focusing WAY hard on the fact that it's truly not the wedding that matters at all, but the marriage. PRAYING that God will help me in that area - i'm a little nervous about that part. the whole submission thing isn't one of my great strengths. needing lot's of prayer from everyone - my grip is already loosening on the idea that i wanted to be a calm, non-stressed out bride, and the wedding is still like ten months away. there are so many details that i don't really care about, like cakes and toppers and this tiny thing or that little bit...but everyone asks my opinion, and it just doesn't feel right to say "i really don't care". there's no way i would elope, but i definitely see the appeal in it.
God, help me not to be a bride-zilla!
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HA! You said you see the appeal in elopeing! I will NEVER forget that, oh sister of mine...
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